I'm pregnant, What's Your Excuse?

I am ready for this week to be over. It hasn't been a bad week, I just had a bad day.

 Someone was a jerk to me today and in a "joking" way called me fat.

Instead of the hundred thousand smart ass remarks I could so easily have replied with I just rolled my eyes and walked away. I would have been fine and would have contained my feelings but he came up to me and apologized and I realized I did feel hurt and started crying.

Once I start crying it's hard for me to stop. He went and told everyone how "bad" he felt cause he made me cry so everyone made a big deal and came up to me while I was sobbing and comforted me.

This was helpful and humiliating. I wish I had turned into the crazy, angry hormonal pregnant chick instead of the crazy, weepy pregnant chick and said hurtful things back.

The thing is I think he's happy he got such a strong reaction and caused a bit of drama. Some people need that attention and he definitely is one of them.

This is why I keep my distance from people in the work place. We don't need to be involved in any way shape or form outside of professional talk.

Don't joke with me, I don't know you and don't like you. (Okay, I like all of my co-workers aside from this one and enjoy talking to some about personal stuff.)

Anyway, I know I'm not fat and if I am then suck it, I have another human living inside me.

Enough about that though.

I'm excited because last night I got together with my mother in law and (future) sister in law and we started planning the baby shower! We set a date (October 23rd) and talked about the basics. This is going to be the first baby shower I've ever been to but it sounds like fun.

It's really, really nice of them to plan this all and put it together for me and my little girl. Three more weeks until the shower and nine more weeks to go until my due date! Life is good and I'm happy despite the minor trouble today.On top of that I'm damn proud of this big belly! It's a great, beautiful thing.